Fill the Emptiness with Jesus
If your heart wants (and you tire of the inability to fill the hole in your life with money, alcohol, materials, etc) then God will oblige you. Through acceptance of Jesus, your obedience is rewarded with the indwelling of Holy Spirit, Who fills you to overflowing. Let Him work through you until Christ returns to reign.
“May the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God and into the steadfastness of Christ” – 2 Thessalonians 3:5